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Just Retrieved my Account. Hope that this post will look good in my blog!
xiaojunxian typed at 10:17:00 AM
Sunday, April 30, 2006
last week was first week after school, quite bored...
5 days, go school for 2 days, but when for 3 days instead...
cause pon one of my lects! =X
just wan to know how u are doing when u are lookin at this entry.
i hope u will be happy!
sry, i'm lame! =)
anyway, my standard time table will be thursday off!!!
yipee, but have to start to sent my resumes, cv letters b4 june 24 must get job!
gonna be busy! =(
anyway, what will u do when u miss someone?
tell him/her?
ever since last year...
seriously, things happened at a glance...
untill now, i can't get over things...
answers unanswered... questions unsolved?
when i'm alone, things still ponders me?
haix... wat to do...
What if one day u just leave the world, with all the things unanswered?
truth or lies? just answers...
xiaojunxian typed at 5:38:00 PM
Sunday, April 16, 2006
anyway... been fine recently,
just having and enjoying my last two week of holidays
jobless!!! =)
actually, got a job back at blue ginger...
have to wait till school reopens, then back to weekend work.
slacking is fun,
finally did things that wat i wanted to do.
tone my body abit
thats about it.
hope everyone is enjoying their breaks!
take care!!!
xiaojunxian typed at 1:02:00 PM
Monday, April 03, 2006
this few days, nth much happened...
more of work and work and work.
tired... had off today... finally.
next week, my schedule is all work except on wed
lol...
i'm going to tired myself... i got two full days on sat and sun... after that...
next week will be a full off week...
i hope.
i solve the matter with dear...
mum talk to me abt her today...
wasn't anything big, just saying about whether i'm serious abt her.
to sum up, she gave me a green light, not only that, a very bright one.
i'm glad... =)
i'm been very lazy... i wan to lose my fats!
going to next week... jia you junxian!
hope that everybody is enjoying their holidays
perseverance i must to accomplish my mission
xiaojunxian typed at 1:59:00 AM
Thursday, March 30, 2006
i'll hurt, but it is the courage i have. sorry
listening to tian kong by derrick, 12.16pm on labby
remember... remember the 30th of march...
haix
*******
to my dear: (i'll talk to u later... just let me write now...)
are we too independent?
too busy with our life?
u dun seems to tell me where u go... you got work at nite? i dunnoe...
maybe i'm not clear again.
we need to communicate. we are lagging... i think
let me know what u are doing... the friends u hang out with?
asked u the 3rd time... then u told me where u are? i felt that i'm bothering u...
what time u'll reach home? give me a time at least?
safely reach home and call me... I'm waiting....
12.22am
*******
to jelena:(will u read this...? may there be faith again)
i may be the past, ya... let me say somethings?
it hurts when everything is over... it hurts that we are not even project mates
i'm sorry, but sorry can't mend a broken heart. we shouldn't have started...
we would have been the closest best friends... i guess not i've always hope
i lost the key u gave me...
just wan to say, i had the most memorable relationship with u...
i miss all the little things we did...
i remembered u today... while listening to fish leongs - si lu.
i can imagine u singing...
12.27am
*******
to yanyin:(just let me type... we are good friends)
on 18th of march... i've received ur call at 10.30am.
i was playing lan with ge5.
i felt that u got things to tell me...
but instead i said i playing... like what i always did now and then.
on 19th of march... my feelings brought me to search for some answers
i concluded that my feelings were true.
a few days later... ur good friend msg me.
"got girlfriend le ar?"
"i was shock that u put her pic, i thought u still waiting for yy?"
*i thought everybody told me to move on with my life? thats what i reply.
then i asked what my feelings told me to
and confirmed my prediction are true from her
just a few days after the conversation with u good friend, u msg me
u said hi, on ur webcam. i turn on mine, it was not clear
then i decided to open the webcam that is meant for u...
u told me that its okay when i was unpacking and installing half way.
i insisted and u waited.
seriously, why did u show me the cam? a guy behind u at 12am in ur hostel?
just to on? to see me? or let me see u?
i tot u want to chat... but u didn't, u let me see things that i dun know wat to think about.
*******
if i would need to marry by force, u are still the one. (i just have to say this...)
but i need to tell u this,
stop bugging me... please... not now,
give me months or years... if we are fated... we will be friends...
i'm having a happy life now. u may think u dun mean it...
but i wan to say, i'm sensitive to thinks around me... my bad pt i guess...
just dun let me cont to think
*******
let me know u are fine, then disappear from my life.
i hope u get wat i mean. if u are a true friend.
*******
to myself:( the lonely and stress brain)
april 9th, rc tss will close down,
i'm jobless i guess, due to the movement of nearly all rc staffs to rx
i'm stress... should i cont to work, give myself a break or find another job?
help me please... need help....
my heart tells me to say sorry to everyone that i may affect
my state of mind tells me to voice out myself
hope u will understand my mood, tone and feelings...
thanks
*******
think back ur life, there are mistakes that can be redone
undone, undo, copy and hopeful cut
now, i will hardcopy the mistakes i made,
clear screen and continue to type a new page with
less mistakes or no mistakes.
*******
dearest, junxian
xiaojunxian typed at 12:14:00 AM
Friday, March 24, 2006
something bad happened...
i injured my dad's car. =(
sweetheart "orh horrrrr.... " at me... lol
then it was work. nth much happened.
caught a flu at work.
just reached home from work actually.
thanks sweetheart for the poison for me... =)
junxian hopes to get well soon
xiaojunxian typed at 1:05:00 AM
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
i shouldn't comment much on this.... hao is on his bike... i'm on the car
imagine how i took this picture... =X
he never eat noodles before. Raffles City food court
no comments, may the force be with u...
dear and me... =), on 947.
xiaojunxian typed at 1:30:00 AM
i should apologise for my 2 weeks of emptiness... sorry everyone
major updates of me.
*my heart was given to khoo swee han on march 5 2006
*7610 was sold away and k750i was reborn
tats about it guys
this two weeks i've been working 5 days a week
spending time with sweehan and sleeping
i miss hao! lol... he work so mani days. cannot go out.
today was shocking for me.
supposed that sweehan comin my house at 12 plus.
she came at 2.30pm, telling me that she will explain.
when i opened the door, i saw a new her! hehe =)
finally she listened to me. kan dong lehz! thanks dear.
tml going out with hao and friends and dear to pulau ubin.
i'm looking forward to it!
just wan to leave something to the people that come across my life
these two weeks.
thanks for all the birthday messages i received from everyone
thanks for huijun's comments. i'll remember them
ashley will be happy everyday!
and last but not least.
thanks for caiyun to remind me to blog again. "i'm serious"
*u will pass ur TP!
happy with my life. wonder how's yours over there?
xiaojunxian typed at 1:10:00 AM